Well it saved me alot of times. I've had some... gruesome accidents in
the past. For example now, I have been kicked in my

as hard
as the other could. And yet I refuse to budge lol. However, I think that
killed the ability to have children >.< lol
But I would give anything to have this curse lifted, its just been so cold...
Have you ever been in winter, at maybe 8 degrees without your coat?
It feels almost (literally, and I DID used to feel) 70 times colder than that.
Its weird though, I prayed to God last week. Saying I can't take this horror anymore, give me life. And a week later, the problem is found, and will slowly be corrected. Coincidence? I think not lol
CryticFarm: Are you getting baptized on friday or something?
They are performing a surgery on me at max. They have given me these
pills that will alledgidly correct the nerv damage in my Nervous Cord.