The Official Rant Thread
- Corvette19
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- latinomodder
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When I worked in the summer I would usually get 1-4 hours of sleep. Thing is I didn't stay up on the computer, it was more of "Oshi- summer's gonna end, i need to make the best of it." But damn now I got school... I'm supposed to leave in like half an hour... I woke up too early so now I'm just sitting here.
Took me like 4-5 days. ;xEaton wrote:It took three months for my Xbox 360 to come back from Microsoft.
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- grimdoomer
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Aumaan Anubis wrote:Grimdoomer. The first person ever to mod Halo 2 Vista.
I feel worthless because I haven't done anything with my summer. Sure, I went to China and sang there, but to me, that's not what I inspire to do. I want to create something. But I never get motivated.
Two days ago, I got a female-female RCA adapter so I could use my parents' digital camera as a capture card. I could've done it months ago, but I never got off my ass to do it. I could've finished the script for my machinima, but I was too lazy so I just played Halo 3's Matchmaking. I got to brigadier, cool, but what's that? An emblem and a number. I could've made a machinima, but I didn't because I was so lazy.
See what I'm getting at? During the summer, I could do awesome shit, but I just don't.
In addition, as soon as summer's over, I start doing creative shit with my free time, but I can't get anything done because I have essays and geometry to deal with. Also, I'm in a class for my elective that I'm not sure I should've picked.
I've ****ed up in so many ways.
Sometimes, my wasting of free time I could use for something awesome and making questionable decisions (not anything illegal, mind you) makes me question life itself. I just feel like I'm doing nothing to benefit anyone. As an agnostic-atheist, I have a strong (but not 100%) belief that there's nothing after I die. People with religion at least have a feeling that there's a higher meaning, and that they should be doing their best to "impress" or "live up to what life was intended to be."
I have no such motivation.
I just feel depressed. I don't want to do anything until I'm working, because . . . I dunno, really. That I feel motivated to do more than work? Maybe. That I'd do anything to get my mind off school for as long as possible? Probably.
The worst is when I wonder what I'm going to do as an adult. I want to be a writer of some sort, but writing is a tough profession, and I would need something to fall back on, and there's no profession that I really want to do that's anything like that. Then, what about a wife? As an agnostic-atheist, it's going to be hard to find someone with my beliefs, and I don't want to fake religion to be with a woman I love. There's just nothing that looks like it'll go well for me.
I'm alone in a cruel world.
Some of you that took the time to read this far may be thinking "Oh no, that dumb emo's gonna commit suicide." I'm not. I'm too afraid to hurt myself, and I don't even think of it.
Yes, I know I went on a tangent, but that's been the source of depression for a long time and I feel I need to tell someone.
Two days ago, I got a female-female RCA adapter so I could use my parents' digital camera as a capture card. I could've done it months ago, but I never got off my ass to do it. I could've finished the script for my machinima, but I was too lazy so I just played Halo 3's Matchmaking. I got to brigadier, cool, but what's that? An emblem and a number. I could've made a machinima, but I didn't because I was so lazy.
See what I'm getting at? During the summer, I could do awesome shit, but I just don't.
In addition, as soon as summer's over, I start doing creative shit with my free time, but I can't get anything done because I have essays and geometry to deal with. Also, I'm in a class for my elective that I'm not sure I should've picked.
I've ****ed up in so many ways.
Sometimes, my wasting of free time I could use for something awesome and making questionable decisions (not anything illegal, mind you) makes me question life itself. I just feel like I'm doing nothing to benefit anyone. As an agnostic-atheist, I have a strong (but not 100%) belief that there's nothing after I die. People with religion at least have a feeling that there's a higher meaning, and that they should be doing their best to "impress" or "live up to what life was intended to be."
I have no such motivation.
I just feel depressed. I don't want to do anything until I'm working, because . . . I dunno, really. That I feel motivated to do more than work? Maybe. That I'd do anything to get my mind off school for as long as possible? Probably.
The worst is when I wonder what I'm going to do as an adult. I want to be a writer of some sort, but writing is a tough profession, and I would need something to fall back on, and there's no profession that I really want to do that's anything like that. Then, what about a wife? As an agnostic-atheist, it's going to be hard to find someone with my beliefs, and I don't want to fake religion to be with a woman I love. There's just nothing that looks like it'll go well for me.
I'm alone in a cruel world.
Some of you that took the time to read this far may be thinking "Oh no, that dumb emo's gonna commit suicide." I'm not. I'm too afraid to hurt myself, and I don't even think of it.
Yes, I know I went on a tangent, but that's been the source of depression for a long time and I feel I need to tell someone.

This thread is why 14-year-olds are looked down on on the internet.Proclaimer001 wrote:It's going to take more than one drunk prostitiute to bring down ShamWoW Guy!
2 1/2 Hours of lunch for school is rediculous...
They shoulda just given me my 3 classes I have, then let me leave...
Everyone else has 1 1/4 and I think that's lame.
I guess switching between groups of friends is alright but still I'd rather just have the rest of my day off instead of having a 2 1/2 hour break and going back to classes...
I can't wait to get the hell out of this place in 2 years and move to WA, to start a new life afresh, and progress a lot more in the real world than I ever have... I mean I feel bored as a teen. I know I could qualify for so many professional jobs but I need to finish school in case jobs aren't permanent... Yet I don't want to go to school to relearn all the bullshit I already know...
I hate schooling. I can school myself much better than my teachers can. I just met my programming teacher today and she doesn't know shit. She tried teaching us how to double click and told us that a Hello World program in Java will take 2 days, but if you become an expert, it takes 15 minutes only... Bullshit it takes like half a second... I'm sick of school. I outdo all my teachers all the damn fucking time.
They shoulda just given me my 3 classes I have, then let me leave...
Everyone else has 1 1/4 and I think that's lame.
I guess switching between groups of friends is alright but still I'd rather just have the rest of my day off instead of having a 2 1/2 hour break and going back to classes...
I can't wait to get the hell out of this place in 2 years and move to WA, to start a new life afresh, and progress a lot more in the real world than I ever have... I mean I feel bored as a teen. I know I could qualify for so many professional jobs but I need to finish school in case jobs aren't permanent... Yet I don't want to go to school to relearn all the bullshit I already know...
I hate schooling. I can school myself much better than my teachers can. I just met my programming teacher today and she doesn't know shit. She tried teaching us how to double click and told us that a Hello World program in Java will take 2 days, but if you become an expert, it takes 15 minutes only... Bullshit it takes like half a second... I'm sick of school. I outdo all my teachers all the damn fucking time.

- bibbit
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I feel the same way about the schooling system. Why do complete dipshits always get teaching jobs? It seems the only thing public schools do is teach you the basics up through 3rd grade, and then teach you the same things 30 more times up through high school.
In other news, screw life; I'm going back to bed.
Oh, and Scouting for Girls is a really dumb band name.
In other news, screw life; I'm going back to bed.
Oh, and Scouting for Girls is a really dumb band name.

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