i dont know why, im not as excited for xmas as i used to be, i mean, im excited but its like "meh, it comes and it goes" this year instead of " I WANT THIS DAY TO LAST FOREVER!"
i dont have that feeling in my stomach that prevents me from sleeping either.
its kinda turning into how excited i am for the 4th of july, im never excited for it anymore, its just, i dotn really care about it....